Wednesday, April 18, 2012

research and development


i recently entered the woods with a friend who understands and supports my need to be among the trees and the rushing water. she also understands my total (albeit incomprehensible to the thinking world's ) lack of interest in the names of things and recognizes that naming love, beauty and the very little things that grow or scamper or flutter above my head reduces them in some way because those aren't the names they have for themselves . . . for sure they're not . . . they don't even have names!!!!

so there i was, deep in the woods, on a day away from golden fish world headquarters, in the middle of some research and development work, repeating the mantra that "field work is at the core of personal work . . . ."


touching trees brings you closer to their hearts . . i have proof from personal experience...
i have heard their stories . . .


this tree told me that life's good until you get hit by lightning and start to rot . . .
then you become something else's idea of life!
not the tree's idea which had more to do with vastness and leaves and bird nests and squirrels.


this is me experiencing something of a download from a former tree . . .
which (until the lightning strike)
was a very happy tree with a superb and droll sense of humour . . .


and i found myself quivering, my eyes closing to take it all in,
a feeling washed through me that this ... surely this ... would be the insight that has eluded me for decades . . .

when suddenly . . .

the remains of this tree-that-was, fell sideways with a soft splintering sound . . . .
with me somewhat attached to it . . .

mercifully and miraculously ,
no wine was spilled in the process!!!


to protect what remains of the dignity of the golden fish organization, the rest of the sequence of photographs in which this strange man clutching a bottle of terribly sweet wine tumbles indecorously to the laughing earth,
have been consigned to the golden fish vault and will not be revealed until the golden fish world leader has successfully flown away!

11 comments:

Kay said...

spoil sport!!!

steven said...

kay i've got to retain a little dignity!!!!! steven

ellen abbott said...

You're right, quite a sense of humor indeed.

R. Burnett Baker said...

Ah come on, Steven! You already had me giggling and who wouldn't notice that, at the line "...I found myself quivering..." you're clutching a HALF empty bottle of sweet wine! Lol!

But yes, isn't nature lovely!

PS: I'll stick to my malbec Gestos red!

John Romeo Alpha said...

...and then you got a download from the fungus, mold, grubs, and bugs who do the real work of the forest converting all the fallen lives into future life. Laughing while downloading. Excellent.

hope said...

How do we know the tree didn't consume half that bottle and fall over because it couldn't handle that particular vintage? :)

Fun shots...thanks for sharing!

The Bug said...

LOL - I enjoyed this & I guess I can just use my imagination about the rest of the pictures :)

Linda Sue said...

Your organization ought really to come to this neck of the woods-There is plenty of wine and there are many many many trees to dislodge!
LOVE your photos!

erin said...

what does it say of me that i have an even deeper respect for you now:)?

xo
erin

Valerianna said...

My my... what a scene! If I came upon you in the forest, clutching a bottle of wine and falling over with a tree, I would wonder.... and probably RUN the other way! And I surely hope you shared some wine with the stump before pushing her over and tumbling in the leaves with her!

Joanna said...

I'm still giggling! And what a fabulous smile you have, Stephen.